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So here is the deal. I am going on 4+ weeks on bedrest. I am having off and on contractions the whole time. Well today things feel weird. For those of you who don't know in my previous pregnancy I am at an 8 before I get to the hospital. I have CONTRACTIONS but nothing steady. If anything I have had more today then I did all three of my kids put together. They always have to brake my water. Things don't happen until this point. Then I usually have the bundle in about 20 mins. I push 2 times. So today I feel off, like something is different. All day long I have been playing that should I go in or not game. Well we decided we will just wait for my water to break and then drive fast. It is about 10:45pm and now I am having the contracions every five minutes. Seriously. I think there should be a way to know without all of the guessing. SO needless to say, I don't know if we are going or waiting. I am just sick of all of this. I need a hobby!